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CONCERT REVIEW: Glass Tiger – Private Concert: Greystone Racquet Club Waterloo, Ontario July 13, 2023 by Dr. Kathryn Ladano

GLASS TIGER – Private Concert: Greystone Racquet Club Waterloo, Ontario July 13, 2023

Photos and review by Dr. Kathryn Ladano

About a month ago, I saw a social media post on Glass Tiger’s Instagram page that was announcing a very special private, acoustic concert, with only 50 tickets available to the public. I immediately thought, “well that sure is cool, but I’m sure it won’t be happening anywhere near me”. To my surprise, that event was happening in Waterloo, 15 minutes from my home. The ticket price was steep – $199 plus tax for one ticket. However, I knew that this was a once in a lifetime experience to see the band that was my absolute favourite growing up. I hesitated at the price for about 2 minutes and then reserved a ticket to ensure I got one before they sold out. I only bought one because I didn’t think I’d be able to convince anyone to pay that price. So, I opted to go to the show alone. This would be my third time seeing Glass Tiger live. The first time was when they opened for Roxette in 2012 at the Budweiser Stage in Toronto. The second time was five days before this concert – at the Kincardine Scottish Festival (a very large, outdoor event with thousands of people in attendance). I’d like to say that I saw them in their heyday in the 80’s and early 90’s, but I was a child living at home then, and my mom wouldn’t let me go!

I received an email two days before show advising us that for general admission ticket holders (me), the doors would open at 6:30pm, we could enjoy a cash bar and free appetizers, and the show would start at 8:30pm. The email mentioned there were also VIP tickets, and those people got to come earlier, receive several free drinks, and were able to access a private reception after the concert. I honestly have no idea how one could get those tickets. They were not advertised on any posting I saw. Because I was going alone and had no one to talk to, I decided to leave my house around 7:30pm, arriving around 7:45pm. As soon as I got there, I bought a beer (Waterloo Amber) and then claimed my spot at the very front of the stage right in the centre. To my surprise no one had staked out their spots to the concert! Everyone else was socializing and hanging out farther away from the stage. I’m sure I looked like a bit of an idiot, standing in front of the stage all by myself for so long. However, I wanted the best possible experience, and I didn’t want a little bit of social discomfort to ruin that. People could think whatever they wanted!

To my surprise, Glass Tiger emerged and came on stage at 8:15pm (not the 8:30pm that we were told). The entire band had to walk right beside and in front of me to get on stage. I was inches away from all of them! Glass Tiger still has three original members that perform in all of the live shows: singer Alan Frew, keyboardist Sam Reid, and guitarist Al Connelly. Their bassist, Wayne Parker, is still a member of the band but he no longer performs live with them due to his wife contracting Lyme disease several years ago. He’s opted to stay at home and care for her, which he can’t do when he’s on the road with the band. Alan Frew has a really great recurring Insagram live show called “Frew the Looking Glass”, where he talks to fans and often has special guests. I tuned in when Wayne was the special guest two years ago, which is where I learned all about this. Glass Tiger now has a different bassist when they perform live. Last week, at the Kincardine Scottish Festival, Tom Lewis filled that role. Last night though, because it was an acoustic show, they had a second acoustic guitar player and I unfortunately do not remember his name. The band was also joined by back-up singer Carmela Long and long-time drummer Chris McNeill.

Every other time I’ve seen Glass Tiger live I’ve been nowhere near the front – always pretty far away from the stage. This concert was the exact opposite. At various points in the show, I was able to make eye contact with every member of the band and I was always met with a big smile (probably because I had a huge smile on my face the entire night). Right from the start of the show, Alan Frew informed us that he was sick, and I noticed that he was sipping tea (rather than beer) during the show. Despite this, you couldn’t tell by hearing his voice. Where you could tell was in his energy – he was definitely lower energy than the previous week. However, it was clear that he still wanted to put on a great show, and he did. The show began with the relatively new song, “Fire it Up”, which absolutely fired up the audience. They played 13 songs in total for the main set, and then two more songs in their encore. The show lasted about an hour and a half in total. I could see the setlist from where I was watching the show, so I was never surprised about what was coming next. For some reason though, they switched up the last song and the second last song. On the setlist, the final song was supposed to be “Animal Heart”, but they went with “Thin Red Line” instead (which ultimately, I think was a better choice). The setlist (as played in the concert) was as follows:

  1.             “Fire it Up
  2.             “You’re What I Look For”
  3.             “I’m Still Searching”
  4.             “My Town” (Alan Frew told us Rod Stewart was invited to sing, but just hadn’t shown up to the venue yet!)
  5.             “This is Your Life”
  6.             “Healing Hands” (from Alan Frew’s first solo album)
  7.             “Right Here Right Now” (a cover of the Jesus Jones hit)
  8.             “My Song”
  9.             “Someday”
  10.             “Diamond Sun”
  11.             “I Will Be There”
  12.             “Animal Heart”
  13.             “Thin Red Line”

Encore:

  1.             “Heroes” (cover of the David Bowie song)
  2.             “Don’t Forget Me When I’m Gone”

 

The setlist was almost identical to the one I heard in Kincardine. There were only two differences: Instead of “Healing Hands” and “This is Your Life”, they played “Rhythm of Your Love” and “Ecstasy”.

While most of the audience was pretty dressed up, I opted to wear my Glass Tiger t-shirt that my mom got me for Christmas in 1988. For some reason, she got me an XXXL shirt – and I’m still swimming in it. The shirt (pictured) is from the album/song “Diamond Sun” and includes the song lyrics, “Love Gives Live” (which in the song is followed by the words, “and life is love”). When the band started playing Diamond Sun, and those lyrics came up, keyboardist Sam Reid looked at Alan Frew and pointed at my t-shirt. Alan then knowingly nodded his head. At another point in the song, Alan Frew also pointed to my shirt when singing those lyrics. The song has a new memory associated with it for me, and I’ll never forget that! Much to my surprise, I only saw one other person wearing a Glass Tiger shirt that night, and it was a significantly newer one. There were literally people of all ages at the show. The youngest was a child – maybe around 10 years old (I have a very hard time knowing what age children are, so I could be way off on that). There were also several seniors there – and many of them were right out front dancing beside me!

When the concert ended, I stuck around for a while on the off chance that I could get an autograph (I brought my CD copy of the “Thin Red Line” special edition, released in 2012). Because there was a VIP ticket option, the staff were clearly trying to ensure that only the people with those tickets had access to the band. I thought I’d wait anyway, just to see. To my surprise, guitarist Al Connelly came out by himself to grab some of his gear on the stage. A security guard was standing right in front of the stage, so I asked him if it would be okay if I asked Al for an autograph. He said absolutely, as long as I didn’t go onto the stage myself. I got Al’s attention and he said he’d come right back to sign my CD because his hands were full. True to his word, Al grabbed a beer and then came right back to where I was waiting and signed my album. Shortly after that, the security crew were telling us “regular” ticket holders that we had to move out of the space to make room for the VIP reception. I figured I would have no other opportunities to get more signatures, so I left the concert.

All in all, a fantastic show. It was a night I’ll never forget and I’m glad that I went ahead and got a ticket even with the higher price tag. While there were some songs I would have loved to hear live and didn’t (such as “Watching World’s Crumble”, “Far Away From Here”, “After the Dance”, and “Stand or Fall”), I still immensely enjoyed the experience and I would do it again in a heartbeat if such an opportunity ever came up again (and I’d have to figure out how to get a VIP ticket!). It was just announced that Glass Tiger will be inducted into Canada’s Walk of Fame – the crowd gave them a lot of cheers to recognize that accomplishment.

5/5 stars

REVIEW: Lego Ideas Jazz Quartet 21334 Toy Building Kit (1606 Pieces)

LEGO Ideas Jazz Quartet 21334 Toy Building Kit (2022)

$130 Canadian (18+)

It took me two leisurely days to assemble this kit.   I must be getting better at this, or this kit isn’t as hard as some of the Speed Champions car kits (9+).   It consists of four classic era jazz musicians, assembled in four stages from smallest to largest.

Each musician is built in conjunction with his or her base.  The bases were fun in their own right, recalling classic childhood Lego building experiences of the 70’s.  The trumpet player was first, a splindly and fragile figure that you’ll want to pose correctly and leave alone.  His red tie, slightly askew between his suspenders, is really cool.  Each of the three male musicians has a unique tie.

The upright bassist is second.  His deep brown instrument has a real Lego string piece for added effect.  The bass itself looks really cool, while the player is skinny and delicate.  His bowtie is made from a Lego video game controller.

The drum kit was one of the most fun steps.  The bass drum building technique features studs on five sides.  There are no stickers, only printed graphics on the sides.  The snare drum, two toms, and floor tom are all slightly unique from each other.  Likewise the crash, hi-hat and ride cymbals.   They come in a shimmery golden colour, but if you like gold, you’ll love the pianist!   Meanwhile, the drummer has a beard and hat, and an undone bowtie.  His stool is actually built upside down.  Very cool design.

Check out the drum kit below, as it is assembled.

The piano player has a lovely orange dress that was fun to build.  Her gold earrings are old-fashioned chromed design, the same as the One Ring from the recent Rivendell set.  Her piano was one of the most complex sections.  It is very curvy, with shapes that would have been impossible without these newer rounded Lego plates.  For authenticity, inside there are 31 little pieces assembled in a row that resemble that piano’s hammers.  The keys themselves are very nice prints.  There are pedals, and the top can be opened up for you to admire the details inside.

The full stage (including stylin’ looking front steps) measure almost three feet in width.  It’s huge, but fits exactly the space of our old VCR in the entertainment stand.  Fear not though — each musician’s stand / stage section is removable, and you can display them any way you like, even on separate shelves.  They certainly look best all together in the order designed.  My bassist’s head is slightly tilted towards the drums so he can hear them clearly.  The pianist is gesturing to her band, conducting their jam session.  The little posability you get is often limited to shoulders and elbows when you get any at all.  All four musicians have ball-jointed necks.

This is a fragile set and not for play.  Be careful dusting!  But have fun building.

4.5/5 stars

REVIEW: Ghost – Phantomime (2023)

GHOST – Phantomime (2023 Loma Vista)

As they often do, Ghost have followed last year’s excellent Impera album with an underwhelming covers EP.  Fear not, there’s a deluxe version of Impera coming for those who needed more, but in the meantime, the five song EP Phantomime had better tide us over.

Ghost have diverse taste in covers, as past EPs have demonstrated.  This time, they’re taking on 80’s New Wave, 80’s Metal, 70’s Rock, and 90’s Prog.  Let’s see how it shapes up.  The band are still sounding very much like an 80’s hard rock band on this EP, much as they did on Impera.

Television’s “See No Evil” strikes as an appropriate title to cover.  Ghost do a fine job of it, turning it into a Ghost-like hard rock anthem.  The opening bassline really jumps out, and strikes as something Duff McKagan may have been inspired by early in his career.  Smokin’ guitar solo here.  It’ll sound great blasting from the car this summer.  But something about Ghost doing covers…why are they never as great as their originals?  Papa Emeritus just sounds better singing about Satan, perhaps?

A sped-up “Jesus He Knows Me” is another great title to see on a Ghost record.  There’s nothing of Genesis here, really!  If you played this for anyone who didn’t know the original song, you’d assume it was a metal original.  Lyrically perfect for Ghost, though!

The Strangler’s “Hanging Around” is centred on a big fat organ part that sounds great and beefy on this CD.  Very different from the original, but like the previous songs, it’s Ghost-ified by Papa and the Nameless Ghouls.  For better or for worse!  It is not especially memorable as a cover.

The controversial “Phantom of the Opera” by Iron Maiden is fourth.  Why controversial?  Maiden vocalist Paul Di’Anno didn’t particular care for it.  I disagree with Paul and think it’s the best thing here.  If Maiden wrote the song today, with their current affectation towards keyboards, it might sound a little bit more polished like Ghost’s version.  Ghost maintain the speed, the riffs, the solos, and all the essential ingredients.  It’s just Maiden, but covered by Ghost, and as such it seems to work better than the other tunes.

Finally we have the Mad Max Beyond Thunderdome theme song “We Don’t Need Another Hero” by the late great Tina Turner.  An interesting and surprising choice even for Ghost.  Jury’s still out on this one.  Nerves might still be a little too raw after Tina’s unfortunate passing.  The Ghost version was released just before, but now…let’s just say jury’s still out and leave it at that.

Casual fans, stick to Ghost’s original albums.

3/5 stars

REVIEW: Arkells – Michigan Left (2011)

ARKELLS – Michigan Left (2011 Universal)

The Arkells smashed the radiowaves on their excellent second album, Michigan Left.  “Whistleblower” raged, with that guitar riff and cutting vocals, cementing the band into the minds of Canadians from coast to coast.  Aggressive and intelligent, it’s a tune that can’t be topped.  “Just a little bit of faith is what I want, it’s what I need in my institutions.”   Singer Max Kerman, a B.A. in Political Science, pours on all the passion that he is known for on this excellent track.  And that’s just one of ten excellent tracks.

Dig deeper into the album and you’ll find many tracks just as great as “Whistleblower”.

One of the band’s many strengths are the backing vocals.  Opening track “Book Club” has rich backing shouts, helping Max focus on the main message.  What a track!  The band’s home town of Hamilton is mentioned, and turns up elsewhere on the album.  The upbeat “Where U Goin” has plenty of the pop goodness that would increase on the band’s next album High Noon.  This is followed by the title track, a brilliant rock tune with unbeatable melodies.  The chorus soars overhead while the band jams and “whoah-ohs!” along.  Cool percussion and accoutrements on this amazing tune.

“Coffee” is a great Canadian song title, don’t you think?  “No no really, this one’s on me, I’ll let you get the next time we go out for coffee.”  Mixing acoustics with electric, Arkells make things a little more contemplative, and it works.  Certain lines here really hit home.  Specifically:  “Does he hit you?”  Sadly I think many of us know someone like the person who is the subject of this song.  Things get slamming again with “On Paper”, a fast tune with a punk-like energy to the choruses, even though it’s just radio rock.  There’s a brilliant riff change and a “Woo!” at about 2:25 that just kills!

The band slow it down a bit for “Kiss Cam”, a romantic single you can dance to.  And the lyrics?  “This campfire won’t last forever, the Hip have only wrote so many songs.”  How’s that for you?  These guys know how to write unforgettable words.  Always have.

“One Foot Out the Door” is different, quiet and tense.  The plucking of an electric guitar becomes the pulse of the song, but as always Kerman is the focus.  A false ending gives way to a deliciously chaotic blast of piano and guitars.  Awesome song.  A poppy riff then introduces “Bloodlines”, the one with the reference to the escarpment in Hamilton.  It’s about walking on eggshells in a relationship, something we can all relate to.

Album closer “Agent Zero” is hard to categorise.   It doesn’t feel like an album closer, but it does manage the job by ending it abruptly.  Perhaps another song would have ended the record with more drama, but “Agent Zero” isn’t a bad song at all.

You could tell these guys were only going up.  And go up they did!  One of Canada’s most popular bands today.

4/5 stars

 

Tune in this Friday for Arkells talk on Grab A Stack of Rock!

REVIEW: Kick Axe – IV (2004)

Part Seven of a series on KICK AXE!


KICK AXE – IV (2004 Elfin Stone)

George Criston is one heck of a talented singer.  Always had a lot of power, and range.  However, his heart no longer appears to be with the rock, but with country and gospel.  There’s nothing wrong with that, but when Kick Axe needed to reunite and put out a new album, a new singer was required.  They didn’t have to look far!  Original drummer and brother of bassist Victor Langen, Gary, stepped up to the microphone to sing.  And what a voice!  The rest of the classic lineup was intact:  Victor Langen, Ray Harvey, and Larry & Brian Gillstrom.  On the road to rock!

Gary Langen strikes a tone similar to the late great Phil Naro of Talas, especially on the track “Rockin Daze”.  More than enough to kick all the axes in the room.  Gary also participates in the songwriting on several songs, and providing the slinky tune “Slip Inside My Dream” himself.  Not at all like the one-of-a-kind Criston, but still more than capable.

The best track is, by far, the aforementioned “Rockin Daze” surprisingly written by drummer Brian Gillstrom.  The cool descending riff, the gritty vocals, and especially the killer chorus, make this one the obvious standout.  “The show is over, your rockin’ daze are done!”  Not by far!  There’s a story in the lyrics, so pay attention, but especially listen to the impassioned vocal and stunning guitar solo work.

While “Rockin Daze” is a high water mark, there aren’t any particularly bad songs.  The rest of them are on the same level.  Solid, enjoyable, well recorded heavy rock with the expected impressive musicianship.  Long bomber “City Lights” is pretty epic.  From heavy rockers like “Right Now” to slow, bluesy ballads like “Consolation”, there is a good cross section of songs.  At an hour long, and with 14 songs in total, it’s a long ride and perhaps could have been trimmed down to 10 songs.  On the other hand there’s an argument for value, especially when it’s a band’s only album in so many years.  There are plenty of good songs here, and nothing to make you jump for the “skip” button.  It’s a modern rock album, not as “metal” as the golden days.  A slight progressive edge, with keyboards and acoustics in strategic locations.  Still plenty of guitars, drums, and wicked singing!  The lead solo work on this album is top drawer.  Don’t expect Vices II, though there’s still a common thread here that confirms it’s the same band.

Nothing lasts forever in rock and roll, and while this lineup of Kick Axe survived five years, in 2008 Gary Langen left and was replaced by Into Infinity singer Daniel Nargang.  The band continue to rock and roll, though IV remains their last album.

3.5/5 stars


Part One:  “Reality is the Nightmare”
Part Two:  “Weekend Ride”
Record Store Tales #773:  Rock Candy + Internet = Kick Axe!
Part Three:  Vices
Part Four:  The Transformers soundtrack (as Spectre General)
Part Five:  Welcome to the Club
Part Six:  Rock the World
Part Seven:  IV

REVIEW: Sword – III (2022)

SWORD – III (2022 Massacre Records)

Talk about a comeback.  34 years after 1988’s “final” Sword album Sweet Dreams, comes Sword III!  With the full original lineup intact!  Rick Hughes – lead vocals.  Dan Hughes – drums.  Mike Larock – bass.  Mike Plant – lead guitar.  Forget about Saints & Sinners; this is the real deal, heavy as fuck, modern and edgy.  At 34 minutes and seven songs (plus an instrumental), it’s not the beefiest album, but the fact that it exists at all is what counts.

III is less thrashy than either Metalized or Sweet Dreams.  It is, however, nice and heavy.  Perhaps heavier than Sweet Dreams overall.  Rick Hughes’ voice has lost its screaming grit but the man still has impressive power and range.

Opener “Bad Blood” is an uptempo metal romp, with a high-pitched chorus that hits the spot.  What really satisfies are the guitars by Mike Plant.  He’s got a great tone and the riffing here is memorable and hard-hitting.  His solo on “Bad Blood” is just as tasty.  “Bad Blood” is an excellent example of the sound of “new” Sword.  Heavy, modern, determined and unstoppable…but with remnant stylings of the 80s still intact!

(I Am) In Kommand” was released in 2020 as Sword’s comeback single.  This is its first physical release, finally!  Fast with ripping guitars, “In Kommand” is indeed in charge of the assault, but what’s with the “K”?  I don’t get it.  However, you’re not going to think too much about it when you’re banging your head.

Track three “Dirty Pig” is a contender for best track on the album.  The riff grinds, but also has some rich Priest-like qualities.  It’s not one dimensional.  And just listen to Mike Larock’s thumping bass underneath!  Sword are a one guitar band and they’ve never really been afraid of that, which lets the bass really breathe.  “Dirty Pig” thumps and electrifies while you pound your fists to the groove.

The brief instrumental “Surfacing” is a cool respite, right before the other contender for best track:  “Unleashing Hell”!  Each verse starts with the line, “1986 in Montreal…” while Hughes weaves a tale of debauchery and a young band on the rise.  “1986 in Montreal, smokin’ chicks, a free-for-all.  In our 20’s, ready to brawl, not much money but lots of balls…”  It really makes you wish you’d been there!

The riffing gets more complex and driving on “Spread the Pain”, a killer track augmented by speed and melody.  This has a Dio vibe.  Then “Took My Chances” slows things down to a punishing pummelling.  Mike Plant doesn’t throw down a lot of fills and solos here, but what he does makes it count.  A mid-song tempo shift makes thing fast and Maiden-esque, which is never a bad thing.

Finally, album closer “Not Me No Way” ends things the right way:  by blasting through a head-banging stomper!  The riff smokes and the chorus is nice ‘n defiant!  “Not me!  No way!  I will not play nice!”  Very reminiscent of old Rick Hughes lyrics such as “Life on the Sharp Edge” from Sweet Dreams.  “We didn’t talk, we walked!”  He’s always been great at writing defiant songs about not conforming and not compromising.  It seems appropriate to end Sword III with defiance.

The question I’ve been pondering is, “Does Sword III kill the previous two albums?”  That’s a tough call on an uneven field, because this album really only has seven songs.  It wouldn’t be controversial to say it is their equal, so that’s what I’m going with.

4/5 stars

The 1002nd Album – S1E29. Steve Earle – I Feel Alright (Mike Ladano)

Thank you Geoff Stephen from the 1002nd Album for this chance to talk about Steve Earle’s immensely great I Feel Alright album.

Geoff’s words:

Welcome, Mike ‘LeBrain’ Ladano! Join Mike & I as we discuss quadratic relation-esque running orders, why we avoid skipping so-called skippable tracks, and the ‘je ne sais quoi’ that makes certain albums magical.

Enjoy on Youtube below!

 

REVIEW/VIDEO: Def Leppard – Drastic Symphonies (2023) – Tim’s Vinyl Confessions Ep. 425

This is my favourite TVC appearance to date. Thank you so much Tim for inviting me to do this. I hope it comes across in the video: we don’t enjoy bashing this album. We love this band. But we can be discerning, and that’s OK.  We encourage you to check out the music and decide for yourself.  It seems a few viewers agreed with us…

Consider this my official review of Drastic Symphonies by Def Leppard

2/5 stars

Additional notes:

  • Check out the squirrel at 22:52 of the video, over my left shoulder (screen right).
  • Beautiful Grab A Stack of Rock coffee mug available at teepublic.com (where you can also buy your own Tim’s Vinyl Confessions merch).
  • Cameo by Darth Sideous

Thanks again to Tim for making this episode happen!

 

 

  1. The Early Years Disc One – On Through the Night 
  2. The Early Years Disc Two – High N’ Dry
  3. The Early Years Disc Three – When The Walls Came Tumbling Down: Live at the New Theater Oxford – 1980
  4. The Early Years Disc Four – Too Many Jitterbugs – EP, singles & unreleased
  5. The Early Years Disc 5 – Raw – Early BBC Recordings 
  6. The Early Years 79-81 (Summary)
  7. Pyromania
  8. Pyromania Live – L.A. Forum, 11 September 1983
  9. Hysteria
  10. Soundtrack From the Video Historia – Record Store Tales
  11. In The Round In Your Face DVD
  12. “Let’s Get Rocked” – The Wait for Adrenalize – Record Store Tales
  13. Adrenalize
  14. Live at the Freddie Mercury Tribute Concert
  15. Retro-Active
  16. Visualize
  17. Vault: Def Leppard’s Greatest Hits / Limited Edition Live CD
  18. Video Archive
  19. “Slang” CD single
  20. Slang
  21. I Got A Bad Feeling About This: Euphoria – Record Store Tales
  22. Euphoria
  23. Rarities 2
  24. Rarities 3
  25. Rarities 4
  26. Cybernauts – Live
  27. Cybernauts – The Further Adventures of the Cybernauts (bonus disc)
  28. X
  29. Best Of (UK)
  30. Rock Of Ages: The Definitive Collection
  31. Yeah!
  32. Yeah! Bonus CD With Backstage Interviews
  33. Yeah…Nah!  (Record Store Tales)
  34. Songs From the Sparkle Lounge
  35. “C’Mon C’Mon” (picture disc)
  36. Taylor Swift & Def Leppard – CMT Crossroads (DVD)
  37. B.Sides
  38. Yeah! II
  39. Yeah! Live
  40. Mirror Ball: Live & More (Japan bonus track)
  41. iTunes Re-recordings
  42. Viva! Hysteria (CD 1 & DVD)
  43. Viva! Hysteria (CD 2 & bonus features)
  44. Viva! Hysteria (Japanese bonus track)
  45. Slang (2014 deluxe edition bonus tracks)
  46. “Helen Wheels” (from The Art of McCartney)
  47. Def Leppard (2015 – all versions)

VIDEO/REVIEW: Tim’s Vinyl Confessions: Ep. 424: Neal Schon – Journey Through Time (2023)

At 45 minutes long, this is one of the best Tim’s Vinyl Confessions I’ve ever participated in. You can really pick up on our love of Journey, and perhaps our disappointment in recent events since their last album. Fortunately, Neal Schon heard us. Enjoy this episode!